Hello Good Sirs I Am Tsutter.

tsutter @ 2009-08-23T23:39:00

2009-08-24T03:39:36Z

ya so

whatup

i got my own place now and stuff and im just chillin

i got a dog too

stuff and things

this is me

2009-05-18T23:30:58Z

in 1990

tsutter @ 2009-04-07T05:48:00

2009-04-07T09:49:28Z

do you ever get in one of those moods where you just want to yell "god fucking dammit" at no one in particular

tsutter @ 2008-12-25T16:24:00

2008-12-25T21:25:52Z

I've slept 10 hours in the last 5 days and my work schedule yesterday, today, and tomorrow is/was as follows:

xmas eve: 6-12pm
today: 12p-12am
tomorrow 8am-4pm

im already exhausted 1/3 the way through my shift today

on a completely seperate note: every year around this time I become utterly fascinated with any and all sorts of religion and read about the most random shit

tsutter @ 2008-12-16T22:47:00

2008-12-17T03:48:33Z

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081217/ap_on_fe_st/odd_hitler_cake

"The Campbells' other two children also have unusual names: JoyceLynn Aryan Nation Campbell turns 2 in a few months and Honszlynn Hinler Jeannie Campbell will be 1 in April."

i like how they say they aren't racists lmao

""If we're so racist, then why would I have them come into my home?" he asked."

yeah obviously not racist or condescending

"Say he grows up and hangs out with black people. That's fine, I don't really care," he said. "That's his choice."

oh ok

tsutter @ 2008-12-09T03:36:00

2008-12-09T08:36:36Z

if i could bring back one person from the dead healthy (no aids) it would be freddie mercury bar fucking none

i miss that dude and i barely knew how to poop in a toilet when he died

tsutter @ 2008-12-03T04:15:00

2008-12-03T09:15:45Z

i strongly believe that if you don't like elvis costello, i can't be friends with you

tsutter @ 2008-11-25T22:51:00

2008-11-26T03:56:39Z

I just saw the stage performance of The Lion King. Excellent. It's the second time I've ever seen an actual professional stage performance of anything (well, in person) and damn those things can be incredible.

I worked out how much it would be for me to live on my own (2br apt. with a roommate (sesshomaru1 yea im gonna room with someone from The Internet)) and it came out to be quite feasible. I could do it on what I make now, which is really good considering I work <12 hours a week. Once I go full time, I'll be mad solid.

The only real thing holding me back right now is car insurance. Jesus Christ that shit is expensive. I also need a car, but I have months to save up for a Piece Of Shit v2 (for those of you who remember my 92 Sable, fuck yeah.)

Other than that, I should be ok. Working in a hospital full time will be Hella Benefits (PTO, health, dental, all that good stuff) so I should be golden. Life is on an upwards slant, folks.

tsutter @ 2008-11-24T19:03:00

2008-11-25T00:04:13Z

i totally wanna go shopping on black friday but i'm getting paid time and a half on that day :(

tsutter @ 2008-11-17T04:40:00

2008-11-17T09:41:57Z

some day soon i am going to drive around aimlessly and get intentionally lost just to see where i end up

irandom thoughts brought to you by tsutter at 4:40am after being ridiculously tired and unablet o sleep

also i am typing out this entry with no glasses, i probably have made many typos but i do not care nor can i be arsed to put on my glasses. good thing i wont need them in roughly 3 weeks

~MOVIES~

2008-11-15T22:23:57Z

SO MANY MOVIES COMING OUT AHHH

the new watchmen trailer is incredible

i didnt care about this movie but damn this trailer owns and using take a bow is perfect

BOOKS

2008-11-06T21:37:09Z

I picked up "The Road" which is supposed to be really good what with the Pulitzer and upcoming movie which is supposed to be really good and bla bla

I also picked up an Ian McEwan book I know nothing about called "Saturday" but since McEwan and McCarthy are right next to each other I saw it and was like "oh hey" so yeah

just thought i'd let you know!!!!

getting back into reading! FUck yea

O.............

2008-11-05T03:19:45Z

Today was pretty neat.

I had my laser surgery consult today with my opthamologist, and I'm all set. One thing he said though is that I should get PRK (photorefractive keratectomy! words!) done instead of LASEK. Apparently it's a lot safer and takes the very small chance of corneal ata-some fucking word I can't remember but he said it requires a corneal transplant to zero. The only difference is the healing process is longer so I won't wake up and be like "wow wat!!"

The last hoop I have to jump through is getting an ocular topohraphy done with the laser surgeon people which will get done either this week or next, and then I have the green light!

The cool thing is all of this is free because my moms medical savings (that she has to use this year or she'll lose it) is at like $5,000. DAYUMN

also woot obama

tsutter @ 2008-11-04T01:41:00

2008-11-04T06:42:01Z

if you dont vote your gay

edit: i'm going to start reading books again and in my search for finding quality literature i thought about reading the new chuck palahniuk book

dont worry i laughed at myself too

boom boom satellite

2008-11-01T22:34:28Z

everyone listen to this song because it owns

IM NOT RACIST, BUT.....

2008-10-31T04:24:19Z

(10/31/2008 12:22:03 AM) rettust: LLLLMAO
(12:22:14 AM) rettust: i got off work and went to cvs to buy tea
(12:22:52 AM) rettust: so im a the cashier buying my shit and this loud fucking black chick is a few feet away from me just SCREAMING "IM NOT FUCKING BUYING THAT IM NOT FUCKING BUYING THAT IM GONNA CAUSE A PANIC IN THIS BITCH" blah blah blah stupid black people shit
(12:22:58 AM) rettust: so the cashier
(12:22:59 AM) rettust: under his breath
(12:23:06 AM) rettust: really quietly says
(12:23:07 AM) Jules: i won my t6 robe
(12:23:10 AM) rettust: "this is why we had slavery"
(12:23:11 AM) rettust: i fucking
(12:23:12 AM) rettust: DIED
(12:23:13 AM) rettust: laughing
(12:23:19 AM) rettust: i could not keep it in for shit
(12:23:23 AM) rettust: also grats

i have truly become King Nerd

2008-10-18T09:44:23Z

I played World of Warcraft for possibly 12 hours straight today. Reishiro and I are doing the recruit a friend shit. We started last Monday, we'll be hitting Outlands later today. Jeez.

Some girl was in my room pretty much begging to bone. See:

(10:02:54 PM) rettust: this chick has been in my suite for like 2 hours
(10:03:01 PM) rettust: and
(10:03:03 PM) rettust: all i mdoing
(10:03:04 PM) rettust: is playing wow
(10:03:12 PM) rettust: and she was whining about how i dont answer texts
(10:03:15 PM) rettust: and going "IM LONELY THOMAS"
(10:03:18 PM) rettust: and all i responded with
(10:03:18 PM) rettust: was
(10:03:19 PM) rettust: "sorry"
(10:03:21 PM) rettust: and i kept playing wow
(10:03:22 PM) rettust: LMFAO
(10:06:42 PM) nedyaHGluck: HAHAHAHAHA
(10:07:03 PM) rettust: she is just sitting in our living room
(10:07:05 PM) rettust: watching tv by herself
(10:07:08 PM) rettust: god damn i am awesome

She then kept asking me if I wanted to go smoke a bowl. Normally, I'm down, but god fucking dammit I was playing WOW!!!!!!!!!

She, for some reason, came back about an hour later after smoking. I proceeded to retreat back to my room to level, she watched That 70's Show in my living room.

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH

they're in my head; they're in my soul

2008-10-07T01:44:49Z

Someone thought that it would be a funny idea to set my alarm to 4AM instead of 8AM. Given my weekend, I wasn't entirely too happy about it. Compounding this was the fact that I kept waking up at random intervals from 12-7AM - usually about 45-60 minutes apart, where it generally took me 15 minutes to get back asleep. Just when I start getting back on track with sleep, too. What a bitch. Hopefully it's aight tonight.

I don't really know how I functioned today. I got up around 8 30 and said "fuck it, I'm going to chem and calling it a day", and that's basically exactly what I did. I wanted to take a nice long power nap, but people kept bugging me with shit (HEY THOMAS LETS GO EAT BRAH HEY THOMAS LETS GO LIFT BRAH) and, for some reason, those options were a lot more enticing to me than sleep. How I got through a relatively vigorous day at the gym is beyond me -- I'm pretty much decimated now.

I also have the self-discipline of a 10 year old. Let's see here: 3 lab reports, math homework, and a research paper I'm going to have to be starting that I should have started last week. What did I do instead? Well, it definitely wasn't all the aforementioned shit, that's for sure. My motivation is slowly waning and I need to find a way to get it back, and that is going to be one hell of an uphill battle. Nerd galaxy.

A nagging question that I've been trying to figure out is how the hell do I go from a dean's list student (3.8 cumulative GPA last year) drudging through classes that I did not give half of a shit about to trying to fail out of school taking classes towards something that I know I want to do with the rest of my life? I've never felt too dumb for anything in my whole life, but this is making life a bit too difficult.

the world is a strange place folks

also i don't understand the hate that pendulums new(ish) album gets. i like it more than hold your colour. the other side is an incredible song.

edit: also what the christ apparently i redid my ljs color scheme last night although i do not remember it and it is not as terrible as i would have guessed it would be based on being wasted and sick ?_?

introspection

2008-10-06T04:06:10Z

Well, it finally caught up to me. I can't say I finished my fifth - or even came close, for that matter - but that's probably a good thing. Tonight quickly spiraled downward into a convoluted mess of throwing up, emo bullshit, and chainsmoking. Tomorrow is going to be hell on Earth, and I can't wait for the power nap I am destined to take.

Still, Drunk Weekend was a pretty solid success. Can't say I'm going to be doing another one any time soon, though. My head might still be blowing up for another week.

after effects

2008-10-05T18:09:46Z

Raucous headache? Check. Extreme somnolence? Check. Still struggling to walk despite not having had a drink in 12 hours? Check.

Fifth of banana Malibu for the day? Fucking. Check.

It's only right to close out Drunk Weekend this way.

inebriation

2008-10-05T01:30:44Z

After I got back from a rather large house party at around 3AM last night, my RA apparently called me out on being drunk. All I did was blow a big raspberry and go in my room. I do not remember any of this, but I quite like the story; it's pretty much analogous to how I roll with life on more than one level. 8}

I have drank quite a lot in the last 30 or so hours. I feel good, and I'm definitely not done for the weekend.

I have spent the last hour or two jamming to mashups while occasionally taking a drink of my Goldschlager. Life is good.

tsutter @ 2008-10-02T18:25:00

2008-10-02T22:26:29Z

(6:24:10 PM) dj pootz: nigger should be a color of crayon
(6:24:24 PM) dj pootz: between brown and black

tsutter @ 2008-09-30T22:43:00

2008-10-01T02:46:40Z

i have been working out like wow in the last week holy jeeeeeeeeeeezus

today i warmed up with high-rep 135 lb squats and a mile run and eventually finished with 8x3 225lb sets which wasn't really all that bad, that actually loosened me up more than anything haha

but then i did leg extensions which are also easy and not a big deal

but then.......the bike

i spent 45 minutes going a constant 13-18 mph on resistance 10 for 45 minutes

my legs didnt hurt at all while i was doing it but the second i got off i thought my legs were just going to fall off of my body

yayse

so its my birthday

2008-09-26T17:17:23Z

what kind of ceremonial shit do you do when you turn 19 i mean 18 is POOOORN N CIGARETTEZ!!! 20 is welp its a new decade Time To Take Life Seriously (or something, i dont know) and 21 is YEA ALCOHOL so what the fuck is 19

anyway

going to a stir fry place with a friend tonight. gonna see eagle eye w/ her afterwards (i want to see choke but ~*gurlz*~)

should be an okay day to top off a very stressful week wrought with cokehead roommates stealing your shit and your best friend in the middle of a pregnancy scare oh yeah and failing 50% of your classes

but it is my birthday and i will enjoy myself, faggots be damned!

peace nerds

RANDOM UPDATES THATS WHATS UP

2008-09-04T15:34:47Z

Moved back to school approx. 3 and a half weeks ago. Dorm suites are incredible -- no stoves, but they supplied us with 32" Vizios and other incredibly useful amenities such as our own fucking bathrooms. http://omgdidinsane.com/dorm/ for pictures (the first one is my buddy posing in my Chem lab goggles - fuck him, I don't even wear them in lab.)

Since moving back, life has improved a bit. My classes are difficult, but not over my head; something that I haven't experienced so far in my academic career. Programming and math are easy, organic chemistry not so much.

I've been drinking far too much. I know the first ten nights I was here, I was drunk for eight of them. Whoops! I haven't missed a single class so far except for when I overslept linear algebra (ez pz) so I guess I'm doing okay. :> There's also the whole smoking a lot thing but at least it isn't cigarettes anymore!

I was talking to this girl last Friday for like three hours while we walked through a forest identifying trees (why? who knows), and that was pretty awesome. We went out and saw Tropic Thunder (her idea, not mine. she rules) and then did the Late Night Denny's Breakfast thing last Monday, and tonight we're going out again. Hope this goes somewhere, I'm really diggin' on this chick. u feel me dog

ok your up 2 speed haha lata hoemagnets